just another boring day. well let me inform everyone on...well me. still no internet. im using my friends internet. im not using him! well, im still single..wandering this world alone...only my shadow follows. Also i found out soul calibur 5 aint coming out until december 31 2012....basicly the end of next year. im also trying to patch things up between me and a girl who used to be a friend. ive been pretty torn up about losing her friendship. I may be able to be friendly, but i doubt we will ever be as close as we were. see i "thought" i loved her...but now i just want our friendship back... it was a mistake ever telling her how i felt. i just care about her more than i do for myself..now i dont even know how she feels and she claims she is uncomfortable around me. but im also afraid if i bring it back up things will get worse. should i give her up? give up our friendship? im so confused. why did i even bother? i lost so much and gained so little. its as if i have to start all over.